About this blog

I feel this blog as a reflection of my thoughts to myself , and sometimes as a public diary, and the is my only friend to share my thoughts who says never a "oh no! ,you shouldn't....That is boring...."

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 ఇవేనా మన వంట్లో అన్నిటికీ కారణం ?

I believe in this

You should not choose an institute but the institute should choose you.

Ex: You shouldn't aim or prepare to be qualified for a premier institute but you must have that talent that naturally takes you to there without your strong obsession for such a place.
Ex: Another fine example is when you crave for a work in USA.

అమెరికా ఏదో దేశం పై దారుణమైన యుద్ధమే ప్రకటించబోతుంది !

యూఎన్ మానవ హక్కుల కౌన్సిల్ నుంచి వైదొలగిన అమెరికా 
ఇది ఈరోజు వార్త, అంత తేలిగ్గా తీసిపారేయలేని కారణం ఉందని నేననుకుంటున్నా .
తర్వాత రోజుల్లో ప్రపంచ మానవ హక్కుల సంస్థ నుంచి తనకి ఎటువంటి అడ్డం ఉండకూడదని ఇలా చేసివుండొచ్చూ .


Why I returned from the Land of Opportunity !

I have many but the last three have more weight.

1. Before going itself I wanted to work for only one year though the contract was discussed for 5 years with my supervisors.
2. From my childhood, I never had any dream like IIT, USA, Money  or Mathematical ecstasies .
3. My parents were getting old and eventually will lose support from us (Children) due to foreign distant job factor.
4. I /my next generation, will lose my own cultural identity and close relations in our families.
5. Research in USA is primarily just for the sake of survival and the passion is missing.
6. Tolerated my Loneliness at an age of 32 for more than a year and just few months before I terminated the contract, my father refused to my marriage with my fiance and then, I got flown back to India. (This was the big JOLT that helped me out of my dilemma.)
7. Less lust for money and name.
8. Wanted to contribute my efforts and knowledge only to the nation where I received.
L-1. I couldn't find a good team/mentor who works in the area (MEG) in which I was assigned .
L. USA is an extremely calm, rigid, insecure, unhealthy food habits and boring pseudo-relations society.

P.S: There good things which I absorbed, enjoyed and I can't deny that.