I have many but the last three have more weight.
1. Before going itself I wanted to work for only one year though the contract was discussed for 5 years with my supervisors.
2. From my childhood, I never had any dream like IIT, USA, Money or Mathematical ecstasies .
3. My parents were getting old and eventually will lose support from us (Children) due to foreign distant job factor.
4. I /my next generation, will lose my own cultural identity and close relations in our families.
5. Research in USA is primarily just for the sake of survival and the passion is missing.
6. Tolerated my Loneliness at an age of 32 for more than a year and just few months before I terminated the contract, my father refused to my marriage with my fiance and then, I got flown back to India. (This was the big JOLT that helped me out of my dilemma.)
7. Less lust for money and name.
8. Wanted to contribute my efforts and knowledge only to the nation where I received.
L-1. I couldn't find a good team/mentor who works in the area (MEG) in which I was assigned .
L. USA is an extremely calm, rigid, insecure, unhealthy food habits and boring pseudo-relations society.
P.S: There good things which I absorbed, enjoyed and I can't deny that.
1. Before going itself I wanted to work for only one year though the contract was discussed for 5 years with my supervisors.
2. From my childhood, I never had any dream like IIT, USA, Money or Mathematical ecstasies .
3. My parents were getting old and eventually will lose support from us (Children) due to foreign distant job factor.
4. I /my next generation, will lose my own cultural identity and close relations in our families.
5. Research in USA is primarily just for the sake of survival and the passion is missing.
6. Tolerated my Loneliness at an age of 32 for more than a year and just few months before I terminated the contract, my father refused to my marriage with my fiance and then, I got flown back to India. (This was the big JOLT that helped me out of my dilemma.)
7. Less lust for money and name.
8. Wanted to contribute my efforts and knowledge only to the nation where I received.
L-1. I couldn't find a good team/mentor who works in the area (MEG) in which I was assigned .
L. USA is an extremely calm, rigid, insecure, unhealthy food habits and boring pseudo-relations society.
P.S: There good things which I absorbed, enjoyed and I can't deny that.
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